Sad Day

Not going to be a long post tonight, just wanted to write this out somewhere. I just found out my Aunt Ginny passed away last night, and I'm kicking myself in the rear because I told myself I needed to go visit her, not for any reason but just because I hadn't in a while, and I just never got around to it. I should have. Honestly, I'm glad for her sake she's gone, she was old, tired, and I think she was ready to go, I'm just mad at myself that I didn't consider it important enough to visit her to actually take time out of my day and do it. What was so important that I couldn't have. Gas? Whatever, I have a job and I'll make more money, that's not an excuse. But that's pretty much what I use. Either that or I'm just tired and want to relax. Not anymore. I'll go relax at their house and do a puzzle with them or something. Not going to just "make an effort" anymore, I'm just plain old going to spend time with my family I'm not going to have around forever. That's all.